I don't want either my best friends to move down here. Neb texted me last night about how him and Josh talked about moving down here. Then I woke up to a text from Neb this saying that he's seriously considering it. When I first got the text about him and Josh I kinda blew it laughed at it and said "yeah right". But then when I woke up to the text from Neb I didn't even know what to think. I still don't want them here. I got so tired of them both before I left. Sure I miss them but I more miss who they were. Not the two best friends they were when I left. Those weren't the ones I was friends with. I find it strange that even miss me. I knew they would but I mean I wasn't doing the shit they were doing with them. I wasn't doing all the drugs. Sitting at Jared's every day getting high, finding new things to snort, pain killers to take and planning on other shit. Yeah I went over there to chain smoke and drink for good conversation. I'm guilty. Sometimes it was fun. But then it just got out of hand.
In only honesty I doubt Neb will even come here. Although when he was texting me he kept bringing up that he had NO reason to be in Eugene. He says he doesn't want to go OSU or UO. Which I guess is reason for him to leave. I do think I could see Neb making a change in himself. Thats the only way I'd want him to move here. If he stopped all the fucking drugs. I encouraged him to look in to UNLV. Who knows.
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