Random thoughts from my head currently.
1. The inside of my brain feels like its constantly, constantly moving around in a circle, thinking, processing, debating, contemplating, talking, shouting, whispering, telling me the right thing the do, telling me the wrong thing to do, is on speed, wishing, ticking, doubting, believing, accepting, knows the truth, lying and nothing.
2. People over analyze poems too much. No poem has a real meaning. Poems mean different things to different people. That being said I wish I could still do creative writings like I used to.
3. Jon is the only good friend I have here so far. I don't want him to transfer to the coastguard after summer and go to San Diego State.
4. IADT may not be the school I wanna go to. I don't know if I'll be happy there. Its expensive. That stresses me the fuck out. Something about it gives me a weird vibe. UNLV has Music Technology and its easier to make friends there.
5. I want to inspire people some day.
6. I interview myself in my head constantly.
7. I hate silence.
8. Fuck you.
9. Why do I believe every one all the time?
10. I think I'm crazy.
11. I hate school. Really I don't think its for me.
12. I refuse to grow up.
13. I hate people.
14. I love people.
I wanna tell all these things to some one.
If you're crazy, you aren't the only one.
ReplyDeleteI am, too. So it's okay.
I think all of the greatest people are crazy.